....just when I'd begun to get my life together.
When we were together, even just as friends at first, I felt so safe with you. I loved your outlook on life. You just wanted to try everything, do everything, go everywhere. I would have gone anywhere with you.
It's been years since you and I were together. After you broke it off to explore, I did so many things to try to get you back. I begged, I plotted, I attempted to make you jealous. In your typical manner, you just shrugged it off.
So, I went out and made something of myself. I got a better job, finished school, and tried to forget about you. In the back of my mind, I kept hoping that you would just come back and tell me that you couldn't make it without me.
Now you show up again, just to be friends, but I know that's not enough for me. It's all or nothing, baby.
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...the FIRST and the FORTIETH Drink
40th Drink
It's easy dismiss things we say as being "drunken speak," but really, they are so much more than that. Inebriation, intoxication, liberation.
Because "the truth lies in between the first and the fortieth drink."
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1 comment:
Hi.. I am a total stranger to you, but I came across your blog today while searching for the meaning of "I'm the winner of cards I cannot play."
I feel the same exact way for a guy that is almost exactly describable just as you described that guy here in your blog. I am only 20, but I thought that my failed relationship would mend itself in the future... That he will come back to me when I am all done with school, got a job, and settled. I wish I could say that it is all or nothing by then. But right now I am hurting like there is no tomorrow.
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