Somethin' in my mind's not makin' sense...

I know that I won't find you on here, but for some reason, I keep posting; blindly hoping that you will prove me wrong. I've tried every other thing. really, I have.

The last guy was just a fluke, but he did make me forget the first, if just for a little while. He made me realize that I could fall easily and without merit for absolutely nothing. Another wimp of a "knight in shining armor." If only I could meet a man that would fill that armored suit and then let me in. Who could knock me over with the twitch of his eye and reduce me to tears with just a smile.

Only then will I let someone in.