So tired of going through the motions. I keep trying to better myself; partly to get ahead; partly to make you see, but you're not watching. So maybe if I pour myself into work and school, I'll forget that I have to breathe every day without whomever you are. I feel like a failure in the one area of my life that is most important to me.
How long has it been since I took the cop-out and settled into this farce? How much longer can I keep it up? or will I just educate myself to some unreachable place and replace love with career success? or will I just always be mediocre?
I guess I will keep my eyes open. Every smile holds opportunity and every warm handshake hope.
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